now sitting or lying down is both a toture to mi.
i jus feel so uncomfortable!.
had slpness nite.
i am so freakin tired!!
but gotto do some rearrangement of wardrobe and mattress to compromise baby cot.
but i am abit not in ani mood!
seriously, i feel veriveri piss off.
i don understand that why ppl gotto be like this.
break their promises and still love to blame mi.
baby daddy is like this, i nv thought my own sis would be like this too!
i am not suppose to do shifting myself.
and they are the one who say they will help mi.
end up??
excuses again and say i didnt call her!!!
wth.
keep thinkin about what happen on 24th when i went to baby daddy hse.
sended him a long sms today cos i made a decision ler.
is too long to be mention so i won type in.
but i jus told him the way he asked mi not to put baby thing in his hse led mi to thinkin that
he is afraid of letting other girls to noe he had a baby.
and i told him he is immature still.
and i will not let him go near my baby, him onli.
not his family members.
and he jus reply mi.
he jus dislike shifting thing in his room.
blahblahblah.
and he told mi to say whatever thing i wanna say cos he got no mood now to talk to mi.
i too tell him, i still love him.
but i jus find it hard to trust and accept everything he has done to hurt mi and baby ler.
9 more weeks and i am gonna be free
cheer up xuemin=)
i am shifting my things alone soon! as tml i intend to use the whole day to clean up and D.I.Y things
i am not stubborn, but jus don wan thing to be last min done.
thou i am tired, but is for my baby princess.
mummy truely truely love u.
headed down to bugis temple to baibai wit baby granny.
oh cos pray for her to be out safe and sound.
went walk walk in bugis street, damn careful of ppl cos i am scare they might hit my tummy!
lolx.
and eat katong laksa!! yummy.
and home sweet home.
wanna rest awhile.
but was woke up by my cousin.
she came to my hse to pass mi rice that her mum cooked for mi.
so sweet but i am kinda full!
i will eat it later=)
baby as usual! kickin mi alot.
and is kinda painful when she kick sometimes.
especially when i slpin side ways.
i will olways jerk up and wake up for goddness sake!
lolx
but i still love her!!
hahax.
she is my one and onli!
okie la! gonna get abit busy wit movin!
not suppose to let daddy noe cos he will scold mi!!!
xuemin