i jus wish for a better and peaceful life.
don understand why they jus cant grant mi.
i am tired, reali tired.
for these months.
tolerating, understandin, and forgive baby daddy.
fighting against my bad health, goin through everything myself
listenin to u all quarrelin over fuckin same things.
is not easy for mi.
is my request too overboard?
i jus wanna be happi till when baby is comin to meet us.
i donnoe what is gonna happen. but i jus noe i am so so tired of being alone handlin everything!
baby is again so active.
kick mi alot.
i scolded her for being fat, and cannot be a princess is she is fat and she kick mi!
but sayang her awhile and say her again.
there she goes again.
i reali love her being wit mi, perhaps she in mi.
i donnoe what she wans now. cos her super kick alot! lolx.
i was told by doc! not suppose to take sweet stuff!
but almost everything is sweet ma!
take bitbit nvm la horx.
tml goin see ah gong again!
he told my ah ma to take gd care of him this 3 days.
he maybe noe is time for him to leave ler.
i am seriously baned to go to his funeral.
but i jus feel scare if i am left alone at home!
how how!!
see who is kind enough to come acc mi lorx!
haix.
i am again veri slpy ler. why arhx.
back to my hse baby reali can slp alot ehx.
in daddy hse like no need slp.
plurking wit all my babes=)
xuemin