i had the same nitemare for few nites.
has been hearin baby cryin in the middle of the nite where my neighbourhood has no babies.
i guess is my first precious.
the baby i lost.
my dream is about baby cryin to mi till baby bleed from eyes.
jus as much as i lost blood the day i lost him.
mummy don mean it baby.
if mummy noe i have u in mi mummy won eat that spicy stuff.
u are onli 3 days old baby.
jus a lil small dot in mi.
i swear i nv eat tom yum+small chillies tgt again!
went to a shifu and ask.
he say that baby jus wanna come back to find mi
baby is a boy, no wonder i had a dream before i was playin wit a baby boy.
and thought is my girl.
shifu said baby is harmless.
he jus wanna see mi and daddy.
so shifu asked mi to warn daddy, if he hear cries at nite don be scare.
if i didnt lose him, he will be a mid oct baby.
i rmb i cried for 1 whole week wit daddy by my side askin mi to treat baby as a passerby.
i drank for almost the whole week ba.
mummy reali don mean it baby.
i knew and i was prepare for u to come to mi during this month.
have u seen ur lil mei mei?
have u talk to her?
mummy didnt forget u.
but i jus don wanna mention.
i will still cry, cry when i mention u.
even now bloggin. i am crying.
i wanna say sorry to u baby.
sorry to lose u.
in my heart, u will olways be here wit mi.
mummy love u alot too.
if i didnt lose u, mi and daddy will name u after jayken.
right daddy?
could we still call him jayken?
daddy will love u more then meimei, cos he wanted a boy then girl.
if i could have a twins, i don have to lose either of u.
mummy sorry to u baby boy.
xuemin