i didnt realise now is alreadi 20th or sept.
firstly, congrats to mikko cutie! she jus promoted to be a mum!
huggies her!
as time pass by every week.
it makes mi even worry and scare.
but feelin my baby dion kicks.
i will hang on de.
i jus called doc lee ystd.
cos tummy pain for last few days.
mostly is dong tai qi ler.
so i was told to rest more =)
and not to get upset or angry about things now.
cant walk so much olso.
recently cant slp well.
having bad dreams.
my twin sis told mi ystd that she had a bad dream about mi and baby dion died.
i kinda feel reali scare.
but okie la.
say out ler everything will be fine ler.
most importantly is baby dion is safe!
hopefully this week i am allow to buy baby stuff ler.
when is my daddy givin mi money! lolx.
i am so excited now to buy baby dion thing.
intendin to get her a pink baby cot and pram!
lolx.
makin her feel so princess.
lolx.
but she is my onli daughter ehx!! lolx.
and so many ppl love her worx.
but will she be happi if mummy not by her side.
i have been askin myself this qn.
i noe i shouldn't!
but i couldnt stop thinkin about it as i change the countdown everyday after 12am.
jus cant imagine what will baby life become.
but i will nv allow baby daddy to take her away from my family!
step over my death body to take her.
but i bet he won dare de.
cos i am sure my dad won allow him to do that de.
hmmm.
and here. seriously hope apple can cheer up!
no matter what happen, go wit ur heart.
i will be wit u de=)
i am so tired. but coulnt get to slp.
well well. now is baby dion dinner time!
don disturb her ler okie. she will kick.
but not u all. is mi!
lolx.
i love her most ler!! lolx.
xuemin