had a full dinner wit so much food.
crabs, and prawn and cakes.
so long nv eat ler.
and everybody treat mi like pig lorx.
but the min i reach home call baby daddy mum after seein her sms.
hang up abit unhappi ler.
but still okie la.
i understand what she wanna tell mi.
she wanted mi to hang on, not to give up.
but i told her i reali feel tired ler.
protectin her son and hurting myself.
she say she wanted to ask mi wherede my relative got say thing that made mi unhappi or put mi in difficult position anot but she don dare to ask mi ystd.
i told her yes, but can manage.
i jus don wan her to feel bad.
cos she dote on mi alot too.
for baby i have been hangin on ler.
but askin myself this few days, am i not gd or is he taking mi for granted.
but i still have 2 months plus to do everything i could ler.
i jus feel weak but no choice.
i will hang on wit baby.
so no matter what, i will protect my baby dion.
tml goin massage leg!
my dad workin tml cant send mi go.
so i gotto slp abit early today.
waiting for a call and orhx orhx soon ler.
baby dion slpin after a full dinner ler.
noe the reason why i love her so much?
cos she love and understand her mummy alot.
thx goddness, i have her wit mi.
mummy love baby princess lots!!!
huggies baby dion.
xuemin