okie. is been so long that i didnt blog.
lolx.
i don quite rmb what actualli happen again.
hmmm.
but on monday 18th of aug.
morning i had craving for mac breakfast.
so early in the mornin asked mum to go eat wit mi.
and went to market to buy beans for my baby princess pillow.
i wanna do it myself but mum say i am not suppose to take needles=(
so intend to sew instead.
lolx.
clever mi.
as my plans is to go back pasir ris to stay ler.
so i intended to meet all my frenx that i miss.
but end up i onli manage to meet ivy and thx goddness.
yee sheng was so sweet to come down to find mi alone.
all the other was like
"i am tired"
or we noe it ourself that gf is so impoatant to them that they couldnt meet us wit their gfs are around.
forget it ba.
then tuesday.
i had craving for steamboat.
hahax.
but i woke up at 10am that day as to jayda said she will be meetin mi at 11.45am
but guess what!
i onli slept at 7am that day!
11.15am.
as to i still have abit of time so i went to cut my hair bitbit.
but ended up jayda say she will be reachin cwp 5 mins later.
so end up didnt meet her ler.
cos will be abit too rush for mi ler ehx.
after cut hair.
went triple 8 eat wit mum and aunt.
then buy some fruit for prayin and head home to rest bitbit.
but i didnt slp worx.
was playin wit my audi.
usin daddy acc!
lolx.
he so noob. still in lvl 5!
hahax.
then mum prepare the steamboat and ivy came to eat.
lolx.
then that nite i went daddy hse stay ler.
hahax.
now i jus wanna say.
i am contented havin him by my side.
is jus like the him i use to have and i still love is back by my side.
i noe i shouldnt mix up both of them thou they are the same person.
but the him i love is so sweet and nice to mi.
while the other him is onli himself and his own life.
but i somehow feel.
i had him back jus that moment.
he hug mi to slp.
he pat mi to slp and he allow mi to be like a young girl wrap in him.
he smile to mi in the mornin before he leave for work.
i vomited on wed mornin jus before he leave for work.
and he cares about mi alot.
i am so gd waiting for time to pass to see him at nite.
went dental wit his sis and mum and after that we went toa payoh golf course.
they played or rather train golf.
hahax.
i was sitting beside watchin and missin him.
after dinner went home bath and was so tired.
so slept awhile and receive his sms tellin mi he will be abit late home.
i didnt get upset at all but told him to relax more wit his frenx and i reali wanna slp ler.
i told him rmb eat his rice and his mum bought him a sugar cane drink=)
and i greeted him gd nite.
but he told mi he will be onli bit late.
around 11pm will reach home ler.
i told him to wake mi up then.
hahax.
but i donnoe why.
i jus couldn slp=(
so switch on the tv and watch till he is back.
then 12.30 we went orhx orhx ler.
hahax.
but he woke up at 3am to watch his soccer.
but he didnt tell mi manU is playin that day too!
humpx.
selfish horx!
onli his liverpool.
he let mi hug him slp.
and i was veri sound aslp ystd nite.
even till today he went to work in the morning.
i too woke up to see him and then slp again.
but idk the reason why he go switch off my fan worx.
hahax.
make mi feel so hot!
hahax.
11am i went down to eat breakfast.
hungry worx.
hahax.
since before we slept but i don wan eat bread.
but mornin is no choice.
cos nth eat ler.
then went up slp awhile till 1 plus.
went eat wit his parent.
hahax.
then went back to his hse.
thou i am slpy la.
but i did cleanin for his room.
cos veri dusty=)
i was told by his mum not to climb up and down.
lolx.
but i did.
and i wanna sweep the floor de.
but end up.
use cloth to mop the floor instead.
like cinderalla horx!
hahax.
so tired.
but manage to finish by 4pm.
hahax.
bath and lie on bed to watch tv.
lolx.
i didnt wanna wait for the time to past.
as i didnt reali wanna leave him.
but as to my plans to return to pasir ris.
i miss him.
a lil secret.
i hug him ystd nite, asked him to back face mi and i cried bitbit again.
i miss him.
i jus miss him alot.
and i think i won be able to hug him slp and have him by myside so close animore.
i will be at pasir ris till before i give birth.
and baby will be born ler.
and that is when we will go on our own ways lerx.
i will start workin and lookin after princess.
and few months more will be studyin.
so i got no time ler.
i jus missed him alot.
i lost him since months back.
but thx daddy for returnin him back to mi jus for this 2 nites.
i haben said a nice gd bye to him.
but ystd nite i did.
so i think i should move on ler.
i left daddy hse after havin dinner.
then met ivy and went home ler.
saw mum and dad below burnin "jin zi"
then helped them.
then went home.
had a small agurement wit dad.
as he asked mi not to go pasir ris to stay alone!
i noe is for y own gd.
but he is veri piss off.
haix.
i didnt wanna be alone either.
but i donnoe where i feel comfortable in.
tml i thought qi will be back home.
but jus sms her and she say.
no!
sigh.
nvm la.
can meet her tml nite wit her korkor.
then sat i am goin over ler.
haix.
i feel unhappi without him by my side.
but i noe he has alreadi left mi month ago.
no replacement to be made as he is important to mi.
aniway stop talkin about baby daddy ler.
my baby princess olso ma!
hahax.
wit daddy by her side this few days.
she seems to be veri gd worx.
but daddy manage to feel her kickin.
hahax.
norti girl horx.
but she was so gd worx.
other then wed i feel so sick till vomited even without medicine.
then the rest of the day.
i noe she is happi too.
hahax.
daddy has been rubbin my tummy and sayang her.
even when we slpin.
hahax.
i had took the pics of what mi and daddy took for her lerx.
of course daddy paid de la.
hahax.
upload ler lorx.
and so cute clothes from my mum frenx.
so i end my post ler horx.
enjoy those pics ba=)
loves and nite.
xuemin