i couldnt slp since i switch off the light at 1 am today.
rollin on my bed till 2.15am
i give up.
so i woke up to see my blog.
and edit about my baby and wishlist.
and then add a link for everybody to view as to ppl who are curious knowin about when i knew i was pregnant.
is link in my previous blog.
but i am onli linking straight to that particular month
is jus under my baby girl information.
hmmm.
but again.
gonna copy and paste the same link here.
reason is.
is olso when mi and daddy get into conflict.
i feel veri upset when i read it again.
it hurts mi thinkin and recallin how babii left mi alone.
babii, i miss u alot.
can u pls come back to mi.
cos i am sure babii love mi.
and he won do everything to hurt mi.
i don wan baby daddy.
i wan my babii.
how happi we was before.
babii, i love u alot.
i donnoe why. i jus cant put u out of my heart.
the one hurtin mi wasnt u.
the one who hurt mi is baby daddy.
even u two are the same person.
but my babii will never leave mi like this rite.
where are u babii.
how gd if u are here.
i promise i will be gd.
i promise i will not quarrel wit u.
i promise i onli love u.
i promise i will listen to everything u say.
i promise i won bully u.
i promise i won throw temper to u.
i promise i will understand u more.
i promise, i promise, i promise babii.
where are u babii.
i will be gd, as long as u return to mi.
babii, u are not suppose to leave mi.
cos u owe mi ur 100yrs, if not u are goin to marry a pig as ur wife.
rmb we had an agreement.
i still have the IOU wit mi.
babii, i reali miss u alot.
as long as u are back by myside.
i will quit my nite life.
i will quit my drinkin.
i will stop doin everything u dislike mi to do.
i am sure baby princess will love u more then her daddy now.
cos her mummy love u more too.
my baby daddy is u. not him now.
he don deserve to be.
i don wanna keep dreamin about u.
i don wanna think of how u hug mi to slp.
i don wanna think of how u will hug mi when i cried.
i am cryin now! come back and hug mi.
u told mi to promise u not to cry.
but everytime i cry, i have u.
u not onli holds the key to my hse,room.
but even my heart.
u noe how to cheer mi up.
u noe how to make mi feel better.
babii, pls don leave mi.
i don wan anithing else.
i jus wan u and baby.
babii i love u=)
xuemin