i am suppose to be aslp by now.
cos today slept all the way till 4 plus without givin baby girl ani food.
poor her, kickin mi since 12 plus askin for food.
but i am so tired to wake up.
sorry babyDION=)
but once i woke up, i ate alot.
after rice is titbits.
my dad bought a packet of CHIPS PLUS, choco chip cookies
and i bring the whole big packet back into my room and finish it!
didnt even share wit my family.
lolx
she gd life la.
ystd had shark fins soup for supper.!
lolx.
don ever say i ill treat her horx.
lolx.
daddy la!
ystd send mi sms ask her "mummy got give u food anot?"
like as if i nv eat.
hahax.
hello! is ur baby girl eatin too much okie.
i scolded baby ystd, cos she eat alots.
hahax.
then she angry mi.
lolx.
all i can say is "hao la, mummy sorry okie."
then end up become MY fault.
lolx
sayang her too much ler lorx.
jus now actualli didnt plan to go out de.
but suddenly, yeesheng called mi.
lolx.
and he ask mi wherede i wanna go down my hse awhile.
thinkin that since nth to do.
okie la.
hahax.
he was wit my hubby-weijun.
lolx.
so long nv see him liao.
they olways like sudden surprise mi de.
hahax.
we end up headin to upper seletar to chitchat.
alot of things to gossip! lolx.
i jus miss all those times tgt as a big group wit koek leong, zhaomin,weng hei.
hahax.
end up, qing rong came to join in to gossip too!
lolx.
no la.
cos long time like nv meet them, so much to talk.
till 1am then reach home.
hahax.
big congratuation to my dear yeesheng.
he pass his driving lesson jus one take!
hahax.
see i told u ler rite=)
i got 100% faith in u cos u are yeesheng.
but he actualli told mi he is havin the test onli at sept.
but surprise mi now again wit his driving licence!
hahax.
maybe next time he will surprise mi wit his new car ler.
lolx.
reach home and first thing is to find food to eat again!
lolx.
idk la.
at this rate of eatin, how can i slim down!
lolx.
alot of ppl has been tellin mi.
askin mi not to worry la.
no matter what i will still be as pretty as before.
thx for all those comforting words.
but i don feel ani better.
hahax.
daddy! be prepare to pay lots for my slimming.
lolx.
is u and baby fault for letting mi grow fat.
hahax.
but actualli to what i notice.
i am onli fat at my tummy.
hahax.
but wait!
maybe after labour!
hahax.
i wanna do facial, i wanna go massage my whole body.
wanna have spa!
omg.
donnoe who set the rules that is best for not lettin expecting ppl to do all this.
my eyes is shutting down ler.
but i have something else to do.
is my lil secret.
hahax.
don tell u all=)
daddy jus send mi an sms for baby.
junde:
Baby princess.. so fast hoh.. 2 months plus i gonna see u le.. finally.daddy can see u. wanna carry u in my arms,wanna see u walk.=)mus be healthy ok.=) daddy love u. nite.
lolx.
i didnt reply!
aniway,
all about babyprincess.
then mi ehx!
hahax.
lolx.
i like tool to give birth then thrown aside liao lorx!
not even one sentence is for mi!
lolx.
suan ler la daddy.
selfish!
i so xinku pregnant wit baby.
now everybody cares about baby!
that time daddy mum olso send mi an sms.
lolx
daddy's mum:
要多吃，水喝多！要快乐的心情！小宝宝才会健康快乐成长！OK
is too about baby!
nvm la.
hahax.
i not important ler.
i give birth ler then they intend to kick mi away ler.
lolx.
even baby wan daddy ler.
cos mummy scold her!
lolx.
ppl say pregnant can enjoy being a queen.
but i don even get a chance.
cos i am alone.
even wit daddy, he is the one askin mi to do things for him.
and he never will help mi do anithing even acc mi down jus to eat abit of things.
he selfish!
other then all gd things, like tonics and foods which is onli to be eaten by mi FOR BABY!
no more enjoyin ler.
this is my onli chance of pregnancy.
blame it on my own fate ba.
even foods for mi is olso eaten up by daddy or even my own sis!
i don feel happi at all now lerx.
but u ppl don have to be so realistic ba!
onli god mum, mum, sam and my daddy.
ppl who love mi as who i am.
and if i nv lose him, he properably still love mi as much.
i have been missin him so much.
can i be selfish to have a small request to see him again.
to have him hug mi to slp,
to have him being my 24 hrs gd and thoughtful babii.
to have him by myside.
jus that once, and i will be strong and be alone till baby born.
but i knew.
he has left mi forever.
this bad daddy now chase him away from mi.
and selfishly took over his body.
and didnt wanna return babii to mi.
i hate him alot.
but for baby princess.
i noe i have no choice.
i am goin to do my secret things ler.
hahax.
so tired.
but no choice.
xuemin