i am having a fever!
feel so sick.
38.1 degree.
but went down abit ler.
now is 37.8.
hopefully by tml will be fine.
if not i will go to the doc tml.
i was wondering.
other pregnant women don often get sick.
while i am, i do have a veri weak body ba.
but everytime when i am sick.
everybody will blame mi for not takin gd care of myself.
i tried veri hard.
thou i don like medicine, i eat all.
plain water i drink alot.
and i did listen to everybody tellin mi to avoid this and that food.
examples: oranges(vitamin C)
and now when i am sick, elder blame mi for not havin enough vitaminsC.
things like abit lil cold plain water.
i avoided, but end up?
i was said to eat thing that are too heaty.
when i onli had bread, rice wit soup and soupy foods.
is all this heaty?
i listened to everybody.
but what i get is all scoldings.
i feel so sick, thou body heaty.
elderly still asked mi to eat those tonics given to mi.
and after eatin i feel more terrible.
plus my own med given by dr lee.
everyday i have to eat 5 different set of med and tonics.
timin has to be real exact.
but i feel my body couldnt take it.
i jus feel so xinku.
i couldnt eat thing i love- sweets, titbits, and chocolate.
drinks and food de i am not allow to touch.
like milk and cakes kept in fridge.
i am onli allow to eat after i warm it and not cold.
can anibody believe it?
i am realli tryin hard.
but why am i still gettin scoldin and reprimaned for not takin gd care of myself.
mummy is gd to mi cos she noes i have been tryin.
and she was the onli person who allow mi to drink at least a cup of cold drinks.
god mum was the onli one who told mi that she feel so heartache seein mi go through this.
she cried when talkin to mi.
which made mi cried unintentionally too.
i change to be so gd.
listening to every single advice that are so call gd to mi.
what why am i still scolded?
my body don use to be this bad before i am pregnant.
i don often get sick like this too.
i miss all my fav foods.
apple did say to ask mi to eat whatever i am craving for.
but is jus like so difficult.
i wanna eat tian ji zhou, i wanna eat my tomyum soup.
i wanna eat gong bao rice.
i wanna eat bbq.
i wanna drink beer, liquor and sweet stuff.
but everybody has been tellin mi that is all bad.
but for baby i cant give up.
can everybody stop scoldin mi?
can u all understand mi better.
i hope to hear u all tellin mi that everything gonna be okie.
but not scoldin mi when i am feelin terribly unwell.
i swear, i am reali tryin.
xuemin