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Saturday, August 1, 2009 love u:)
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Time: 4:15 AM
ystd i wanna blog.but something wrong wit blogger again!i was back home ystd.finally home sweet home.i miss home alot.and my hse suddenly has alot of foods, titbits for mi to eat.at nite ystd.met apple at ardmarity kfc wit mum and junlong.chatted all the way till 10.30pm.then went to supermarket buy thing wit mum.alot of my fav food!hahax.then back home online. then chatted wit jiahui all the way till 5.30am.then slp.today woke up around 2pm.then eat lor guo tiao bought from mum for mi.and slp again till 4pm.then online.met apple around 8plus in cwp. cos mum suddenly don wan go.i got no appetite to eat.so i onli drink 1 cup of bubble tea.then went home.on my way home in the bus.stomach abit pain ler.then went home use toilet.but end up saw blood in the toilet bowl.was quite worri.but told mum striaght.then she ask mi to wait till sec time i go toilet.if still bleed then need go see doc or hoapital ler.then the sec blood wasnt alot.but was in few droplets.i ran out of toilet to tell mum and called daddy mum.went to the nearest clinic to see doc.but doc say, since i alreadi expecting baby for 5 months ler.is better for mi to head to hospital.then actualli asked qun to send us down.but his daddy drove the car to malaysia.then daddy didnt come down immediately thou.he was still tellin mi "faster ask u sis la, if they reali cant then i send u down lor, but i quite tired after my work today"when i see this sms. i was likehe should be the one sendin mi to hospital if he reali cares!i was worried till i cry.but what is he doin?givin his temper that he shouldnt be the one to be angry.end up, daddy mum called mi ask mi go home wait for her and uncle.they send mi down.was reali veri disappointed wit daddy.cos he say he is tired but his daddy is tired after work too.and worst thing is his daddy haven even reach home and straight away come fetch mi go.the whole world onli u work tired!ppl not la.i use to be a manager of retail line olso.not to be proud of.but i use to run about outlets to outlets, sometimes needa work more then 12 hrs aday.sometimes reach home still needa take thing home and do.still needa do paper work for my staff!i didnt even mention i am tired.and now u are onli standing in a shop to sell whatever thing for 10hrs!u are freakin tellin mi that u are tired.omg!is excuse to cover the truth of how important baby is to u ba.u still wanna be angry of ur mum and dad.oh pls!they don owe u anithing.they did more then they could to treat mi gd lerx.infact no matter how much they gonna do.u jus asked for more.i am reali reali upset by daddy this time round!get out of mi and baby life from now on.i won give u chance to do anithing for baby ler!and no more u will be thinkin of seein baby!i went to hospital and was transfer here and there.end up in a room in delivery suite to be observe.hear baby heartbeat, was there. but even nurse said.baby heartbeat quite weak now.i was so heartache, i broke into tears.do u all noe how much i love my baby.if is my faulth for not taking gd care of myself and led her into problems, baby.mummy say sorry to u, but pls promise mi nth will happen to u.nurse asked mi to go home and rest.and say if within this few days, bleedin didnt stop and my stomach pain is still there.ask mi go hospital again and is to stay there lerx.mummy don have anithing lerx.mummy onli have u baby.i noe u are hangin on wit mummy.mummy apologise to u.mummy say sorry!but pls, don do that to leave mummy.i work hard for 5 months plus jus becos i love u.ppl might not understand, but u will.mummy promise to eat every medicine i am given.but pls promise mummy nth is gonna happen to u.i don like u to stop kickin mi.i love u to kick mi.i love to noe that u are by myside.without daddy we will be okie.right baby?i am sorry babyi noe i am to be blame this time.i noe cos of my body weakand thx goddness u didnt leave mi.mummy be gd, mummy stop crying.i am sorry baby.my lil princess, i am sorry.mummy love u=)xuemin
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