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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 love u:)
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Time: 12:41 AM
something is wrong wit blogger again.but i will try to blog ba=)today first day at bryan hse.4plus left my hse. and a lil bu she de.ystd i was jus scoldin my lil bro! i gotto noe when i was in daddy hse, junlong actualli walk to triple 8 alone!my mum went there to buy something and left him wit dad at home.and junlong told dad that he wanted to go play wit neighbour's children.so dad open door for him, but he appear at triple8 rite behind mum.omfg! why my bro become so bad.anibodi wanna teach mi how to scold him.children gets older and nortier.but my bro wasnt that bad olso la.but is a big problem to mi thou.cos everybody at home don bear to scold him, i am the bad person!but all i did is for his own gd.i hopes he reali understand ba=)reach this new hse, prince was so nice to pick mi up=)derrick went back london lerx.i miss u derrick!sebes and mike was waiting for us at the new hse ler.was surprise to see them.cos normaly our dear mike will slp till 7pm then wake up.hahax.and sebes will go dating wit womens till nite.hahax.but today for mi, they cancel all.it shows that they care for mi=)hahax.i left my stuff at the hse then we left to the nearby market to get stuff that is needed.is very very sweet of time to think that they are lookin after a pig.hahax.we had three pushcartbut two of the pushcart are full wit foods!for cookin, titbits and fingerfoods!hahax.the other pushcart is some detergents for washing plates, clothes.but what i know is i was so surprise to see sam suddenly joined us.and he insist of payin for everything.i guess it was all planned!no wonder my dear boys are so happily taking thing without thinkin wherede i need them anot.hahax.they too bought some beers up.but not for mi=.=!thx alot horx guys!hahax.they bought it to store up at my hse then the next time we don have to gather onli at prince pub ma.hahax.around 6pm we reach back to my hse ler=)we was all stayin behinde the kitchen storing up things.and they are like first time in their life doin it.and gave mi alot of troubles!but luckily sam noes mi well enough to store thing up for mi.but till 6.30pmi told them i don wanna care lerx.jus leave those thing aside and i will pack them up later when i am free.lolx.i online awhile and went for dinner wit them.then they went back my hse and do nth.hahax.but sam was helpin mi to store thing again.hmmm.and thx to those three monkeys.mi and sam gotto repack the whole thing again!cos they jus throw all those thing in like nobodi business.lolx!manage to finish around 8.45pm.i was veri tired!but mike was occupying the veri comfortable chair that bryan bought for mi when he is around.but he then help mi to stick some colourful stickets on the small staircase incase i wake up in the mornin blur blur then cant see and fall.so sweet of him=) thx mike.i kinda miss bryan alot.went to the room he use to slept in(which is the master bedroom i am using)rmb how we play and disturb each other inside.lookin at his pics which i don bear to have it kept.i noe he is still by my side=)the bathroom that we will snatch who to use first.the balcony that we will sit down there at nite to chit chats.and everything.okie, back to those guys la.i realli needa thx them ba=)for their help.bryan's and sam' mum both call mi.askin mi wherede everything is okie anot.bryan mum comin up the hse tml afternoon wit her maid.i realise that the more they gonna help mi, they more i will not be learning how to live alone.but i understand they do love mi.thx=)they all went off around 10 pm.cos they noe i am abit tired ler.but sam stayed to keep mi company till 11.30pm.we chatted alot.and was like finally back to normal.but i knew he still love mi alot.he doesnt wanna go home so early de.but i told him was late lerx.but from my this hse was nearer to his hse compare to my own hselolx.and then i was alone ler=)i let baby listen music like ystd nite=)and was so cute.baby keep kickin mi.hahx.thou i feel abit uncomfortable la.but i noe baby love it.hahax.i scold her for being norti today twice and she was ignorin mi!then i gotto tell her sorry la.hahax.mummy love u, then she okie.hahax.i reali hope to see her out!thou alot of ppl are tellin mi, to what they noe.my unhappiness all started wit my baby.cos without her, mi and daddy still fine.but i will jus scold them.my baby will never bring unhappiness to mi.u all can blame on mi and my fate.but don blame on my baby and her daddy..they are the ones who brought my smile.now i am alone.actaulli veri quiet and lonely.jus like when i am left alone in daddy hse.but is even worst.cos he won come back to mi animore ler.is my choice ba.i cant regret.i hope daddy is happi without mi by his side.i miss him alot.especially when i am alone now, i hope he will be here wit mi.i shouldn think of him from today onwards ler.but i jus love him too much.i reali cant get use without him by myside.i cry when i miss him.i smile when i look at his pics.i feel heartache when i think of him.can anibodi teach mi? how or what to do to cure my heartpainxuemin
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